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wondering who the fuck you are on a Sunday morning
only 12 more days for TOUR OF THE DAMNED...I'm 2 excited, been planning this with Draven since Oct. ☠️ #NeatNeatNeat
tfw you're waiting for your zinc + iodine to react but also trying to accept you're complete shit but that doesn't mean you should kill yourself #relateable
MISS THIS PLACE ,,,I've lost count of how many times I've been to Disneyland & I'm still not tired of it.
this is Ian and Ian was like an angel, nay, he is an angel #istillloveyou
this is the future
today I went to an awards ceremony for a short film contest I participated in, in which the film theme was suicide prevention. I did not win, I'm pissed. I don't take failure well, yesterday I was really mad because I got an 86% on my Psychology exam & not a perfect score. So you can imagine how I feel. Lol. #whyamilikethis
Let's talk about SUICIDE, the second leading cause of death in the United States.
Suicide, which many people do not talk about because they think it is "too sensitive" a topic. But the fact is, the more we talk about it, the more chances we'll prevent it. Suicide is sensitive because it doesn't only affect the person doing it, it also affects the people who surround them. But this doesn't mean it should be kept under a rug.
If you idealize suicide: you're not crazy, you're not dumb. I know this unhealthy habit all too well. But if you begin to acquire the means to do it and the date of the day, please consider this: you are not weak if you look for help. Whether it be through a family member, a friend or a counselor, any person that you can trust may be able to help you. This is the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-8255 where you can receive 24/7 confidential support.
//If you have absolutely no one, feel free to contact me. To speak, to vent, or to discuss this stinking world, i'm for it. Also fully confidential and judgement-free.//
Remember, If you look for help there's a chance the future may be bright. If you go with suicide, that chance is gone, but the pain isn't. Your pain is transmitted to those who love you.
If someone you know seems suicidal: you're not imprudent for asking if they are. You asking "you don't look well lately, how are you? Are you having suicidal thoughts?" Is better than not taking any action and leaving someone who may need and want that help, unaided. Sometimes suicidal people just want a bit of love, a reminder that they matter. Sometimes they don't want anything from anyone, but you can still help them by reminding them that life is more than pain. Get them the resources, get them to call a crisis line, get them off their bed.
So LET'S TALK ABOUT SUICIDE!!! Because everyone deserves the help they need. #thedeathofbeing
I adore this shirt but I'm afraid of wearing it + ruining it like I do with all white clothes #sad !!! If i were an astronaut my space suit would b filled in coffee stains & the other 5'8 astronauts of the future would h8 me. 🏻♀️
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I'm your Huckleberry, that's just my game. ⚰️
I want to die so badly ! Lol omg so relatable x o x o
I want these for my nephew ! & wish they had them in my size
the face of generalized anxiety
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THIS BINCH BINCH BINCH!!! Draven is my closest of friends, the one person I can comfortably be my true self with, the one who understands & the person who I've had the most crazy adventures with. I never laugh as much as when I'm with you. If we hadn't met four years ago my life would probably be as dull as my old ass jeans. Thanks for the friendship & the memories.
I love you 🥀🖤
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the past four days I've been celebrating that regardless of how terrorizing this world is, I've been on planet earth for twenty years. It's amazing that Draven's birthday is only a couple days after mine, because I wouldn't wanna celebrate this crazy thing called life, with anyone else. BEST BIRTHDAY YET! Thank You! Mum + Dad, Disneyland & Draven #closer2deathcelebration
stop apologizing for the things you've never done, cause time is short and life is cruel #iAint#NoFashionIcon
It is my #BIRTHDAY in 10 days. I'm turning 20, how wild is that? in the words of IGGY "Candy, LIFE IS CRAZY!" if y'all wanna celebrate my day of birth wit me, buy my book #thedeathofbeing & you'll receive cute stickers with it 🦋🖤
I was never really insane except upon occasions when my heart was touched. ☠️ a dear Valentine's Day dedicated to all dead lovers, Cleopatra and Antony alike.
I feel like my gut was cut open and all my insides were taken out so now I'm just a hollow body with lots of inner pain. And why? Because I am ALIVE, but without purpose, and everyone else is too.
I know nothing has meaning, and it haunts me.
While others fear it, death does not bother me. Because DEATH IS THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES SENSE!
Humans place much importance on being alive but what good is living? What is so GRAND about it?
The world we live in has no morals, we are beasts who paint ourselves as angels. We live in a hypocrite world filled with people trying to get ahead; and they're all heartless, selfish, disgusting.
Everyone walks around like Gods in Greece, in their own mythological world thinking what they do today matters. Thinking the quality of the products they buy matters ignoring that they're contributing to the trash building under their noses. Ignoring that the human race is responsible for all the tragedies of the world, and for its premature decaying too.
And it pisses me off that I have to be a part of it. It pisses me off that I was born into this world that told me I was born missing "my other half." And that my worth was based on the perception of others, and I must act like I care about mundane shit. And I must build myself a future, when all I see there is a casket.
You know what I daydream about?MY FUNERAL.
I like to sketch my own tombstone and debate what should go on it. I like to picture my decomposing body underground. And I think, oh how I WISH I could be conscious while my existence slowly became part of this earth. While humanity forgot I ever existed, and at last I would be at peace.
I more so wish I could stand atop my grave and think I FINALLY DIED! NO MORE THINGS TO THINK ABOUT, just death. #thedeathofbeing#candywarhola
time, places, people,... they're all speeding up. So, to cope with this evolutionary paranoia, strange people are chosen who, through their art, can move progress more quickly.#velvetgoldmine
PEOPLE tell you to BE YOURSELF when you are young. But then if you are different they alienate you. Your only options then are to change or to accept being a MISFIT. A group of kids dressed in black may be misfits but at least they have each other. While the kid who broods in the bathroom has nothing but the dead reflection in the mirror. I was that kid, and the eyes in the mirror were filled with hate. Not for myself but for others. For the world that shut me in a bathroom stall with my anxiety, and all the secret teenage codes I did not know about. Sometimes I wondered if I was sick in the head because of all the hate. The hate that came from everyone lying, saying all of life's delights were confined inside those halls. But I couldn't feel a single one. Instead I felt resentment for the importance placed on grades, extracurricular activities, friendships and impressions. I just couldn't give a fuck about any of it. If life is meaningless then four years were merely a blip. And that's what bothered me most, that I seemed to be the only one aware. I was an alien, I felt like one. That was the reason I hated everyone.|| HIGH SCHOOL, an insignificant human experience. You define your path, not others. No matter how hard or hateful it gets, don't let yourself go. #thedeathofbeing
look at me, all alone. alone by choice. overweight by choice. serious by choice. and entirely proud of who I am. unchanging, unmoved, I'm my biggest ally. people give themselves too much value when they question my motives or actions, believing their opinion matters. but I was born alone & I'll die alone. my opinion is the only thing that has ever mattered to me. my self worth comes from inside. my grave will not be lonely because it will have me in it. R YOU YOUR BEST FRIEND ???? you should be. #thedeathofbeing
FAV #VADER QUOTE do not underestimate the power of THE FORCE !! •darkdaddy in the style of #candywarhola
"Andy was polite and humble. He rarely told anyone to do things, he'd just ask in a hopeful tone...he treated everyone with respect, he never talked down to anyone. And he made everyone feel important." been wanting this book forever, so thrilled to finally have it in my ANDY Collection, the mind of my ultimate muse becomes my own as I read his thoughts. #candywarhola