I feel like I'm all over the place this morning in my head (THANK YOU ANXIETY lol) I know it's cause I'm getting ready to leave for the weekend, so I am always nervous about everything.
So here is an inside look of what my scattered brain looks like this morning: I feel SO guilty that I don't take the time to spend with Shelby (that vicious pitbull pictured) since having Jovie. Like, I used to ALWAYS love on her & spoil her with attention. Now it's rare. So this morning was full of baby talk and neck scratching (oh you know what I mean all you #dogmoms out there) I NEVER workout unless I'm like FULLY clothed. I'm always so jealous of other girls who feel confident enough to go out in just a sports bra and pants, like DANG they rock it no matter what. But why am I freaked out? This is my own basement and I can where whatever I want, if anything at all Okay what did I forget to pack?! I ALWAYS feel like I forget something. Think.think.think..... (this will be non-stop) ️Um okay my form was still off in my lunges but whatever I am posting anyway. It's about progress not perfection, right?! (..... right?????) Humans are the only species to not always give it their ALL, 110% all day 24/7. Take away from a book I'm reading (10x Rule by Grant Cardone) okay so I don't consider myself lazy, but maybe I am?? Maybe I can push even hard?? This thought really hit hard yesterday lol so it's been circling around alot making me wonder what I can do MORE to live up to my full potential.
So there you have it. Just a sneak peek of my anxious mind #thankthelordformeds or it would be 100x worse. #beenthere#donethat #yourewelcome #pitbullmom