She feels her thoughts are constructed from a traditional line of thinking. She fails to make strong connections between the education she receives and the real world around her. So she wonders about life, her life, and feels the weight of the waves of doctrines and falsehood smashing against her. She finds it hard to think clearly amongst the raging waters and without some alternative perspective, she may never have the clear blue thoughts she dreams about.
She envies the seagulls and their ability to fly away and distance themselves from the storm's power. "Vents et marées"