It's been about a year since my last post on my weight goals...after 3.5 years I had meet my first goal and set a new one, I'm happy to say that I'm halfway to my second goal. I don't believe it will take another year to actually achieve it but if it does, I'm okay with that. It's been an amazing journey this far in learning so much about myself, others and perseverance. This past year has been a difficult one in many ways and sometimes all you can do is maintain and step forward one step at a time. I'm happy with my progress thus far, I'm grateful for many things in my life and I'm not giving up. The journey shall continue as there is much to discover. #sharing#weightlossgoals#lifegoals#onedayatatime#myjourney#carryon#expectnothingappreciateeverything#excusemyarmpit#youremissingfromme
For those of you unaware, let me quickly inform you that floral white tea with a bit of hazelnut milk is essentially heaven in a mug. second cup today and we're not talking little cups here, more like 0.6L Harry Potter-themed mugs :D
This morning was hard and nothing went as I had planned, so I'm working on staying calm and accepting that sometimes you just need to readjust and reconsider and start afresh in the middle of the day and kinda be cool with it.
That means I've been savagely filling my recovery notebook while listening to The Killers' new album (which I'm quite fond - they've still got it ). Putting things down always helps. Hopefully my day will brighten up along with my mood?...
Anyone struggling with an eating disorder or any other addiction-like mental illness, do keep fighting! We're in it together, I promise.
Sit with the urge, because it WILL go away. It's only a cloud passing by. Little by little, it will pass, and you'll find mental clarity again. Do whatever it takes to let go of the urge to binge, purge, self-harm, or whatever it is your disorder is expecting you to do, whatever it is demanding from you. It will pass if you let it.
I know it sucks and it hurts so damn much, but every time you do it, you learn how to do it better, and that's the only way forward and out of our ED. Let's keep fighting, let's grow, it's worth it. #edwarrior#edrecovery#bulimia#bulimiarecovery#onestepatatime#onebreathatatime#focus#calm#tea#whitetea#hazelnutmilk#fightingon#keepgoing#recovery#peptalk#tea#music#writing#journaling#journal#copingmechanism#carryon#harrypotter#harrypotterfan
Aren't they beautiful? I am in love with the books, an all time favorite and a series I can't wait to read!
The sweet @allyouneedisagoodbook has tagged me to do the #azbook tag, and said it was okay for me to use titles in Spanish if I had to, so here I go!
B: (The) Book thief
C: Carry On
D: Donde los árboles cantan
H: Harry Potter
I: Ignite me
J: Jane Eyre
K: (The) Kiss of Deception
L: Lord of Shadows
M: My Lady Jane
N: (The) Night Circus
O: (The) One
P: Pride and Prejudice
Q: Querido John (Dear John)
R: (The) Raven Boys
T: To all the boys I loved before
W: Wonder Woman Warbringer
X: xoxo (gossip girl)
Y: Yo antes de ti (Me before you)
Zafiro (Sapphire Blue)