I want to die. I'm so comfortable with the thought of dying right here, right now. Everything I once was is gone. I don't want this anymore. Actually I don't know what I want anymore. Please make these thoughts stop. I can't do it. I want to be positive but what does that even mean anymore? #depression#darkness#death#dying#suicidal
Today I had the honor to be with a friend as she prepared her grandmother for viewing. Just a few hours before, her 95 year old grandmother transitioned while peacefully lying next to her granddaughter. Her granddaughter held strong her grandmother's wish to die in her own home. Her wish to respectfully die in her home was not an easy task, yet her granddaughter took on fully with deep persistence, devotion and messy heart opening love to create the space for this to happen.
There was such deep reverence as she was bathed,gently caressed with coconut oil, lavender & geranium oil. We dressed and adored her with her jewelry & favorite flowers. Preciously brushing a soft pink lipstick on her lips and with the flowers framing her face. I remember speaking to Rosalie a few years back, talking about god through the care & love she had for her garden. To see Rosalie Rest In Peace , adored with flowers & loved so deeply by her granddaughter was deeply moving, precious & touching. There has been so much love in the room ~ may each of us take our last breath with loved ones by our side ~ in love amen and so it is 🏻 #age#soul#wisdom#love#devotion#hearts#sayinggoodbye#prayer#restinpeace#ceramony#grandmother#respect#care#devotion#anotherblessing#anotherway#inspired#death#life
an abandoned house,
with chronicles of deaths painted on the walls,
in the shadows of it's doom,the reaper lurks,
watches over with eyes of death,
waiting for the omnipresent,
to whisper a name,
and he shall devour the soul
everything the reaper touches,
transcends from space and time,
to spaces between space,
he has never loved a flower,
never held a newborn,
never cried,never laughed
and now he is slowly dying
of all the lives he has taken
the reaper is dying out of life,
and I cannot say
whether it is painful
but it's sad.
it should be.