Sometimes I wonder if I'm letting my creativity fall short or am I distracted or am I just afraid of what people might say or think? It's so confusing. I could become so vibrant, and full of colors. then the next minute, I loose my focus and become disparate and lost with so many thoughts sometimes I even contemplate. It's hard to sustain when using social media because I want to do what's best for me, I want think how I want to think, and I want to see what I want to see.. but with all the distractions and irrelevant discussions, that's everywhere, I sometimes loose it all so 'how will I know' if I'm being true to myself or if I'm just a people pleaser. .