I’m somebody now, Harry. Everybody likes me. Soon, millions of people will see me and they’ll all like me. I’ll tell them about you, and your father, how good he was to us. Remember? It’s a reason to get up in the morning. It’s a reason to lose weight, to fit in the red dress. It’s a reason to smile. It makes tomorrow all right. What have I got Harry, hmm? Why should I even make the bed, or wash the dishes? I do them, but why should I? I’m alone. Your father’s gone, you’re gone. I got no one to care for. What have I got, Harry? I’m lonely. I’m old. Ah, it’s not the same. They don’t need me. I like the way I feel. I like thinking about the red dress and the television and you and your father. Now when I get the sun, I smile.
How one day this will all be over. Time will pass and all these things we've written will be forgotten. I have been thinking a lot about death lately. All my life I have admitted that I'm scared of insects. But now I admit that I'm scared of diseases, I'm scared of getting old. I don't wanna get old. I want to die but I'm scared of death and what happens afterwards. I'm scared of that one day when I wake up and see myself an old lady. I want to die young but death is terrifying. #requiemforadream#movie#jaredleto#jenniferconnelly