I'm a different person at day and night.
We say a day always comes after a night. But what happens when you see the sun running away and the shadows creeping in.
A night always comes after a day, if you're still alive.
At night if you try to touch me, you'll only be dipping your fingers in a deep ocean because at night I melt till I'm in my liquid state.
At day I'm like a flower, I turn my head towards happiness and laugh my heart out.
At night I bend my head and try to search my heart which hides away inside the security of my ribs.
At day you'll see my lips moving, my hands moving, you'll see the parts of me move which lay paralyzed at night. At night I'm just a tired soul.
At day I have a shear covering over my eyes.
At night my eyes are clear like the deep blue waters, the sky above a lonely desert.
At day I have the perfect smile. At night I have the ugly tears straining my cheeks, the continuous scratches on my arms.
At day my skin burns from the heat and the warm air gushing on my face. At night I have to cover myself with a blanket to save the coldness like a cocoon.
At day I see colours. At night I see the world in grey.
At day I don't hear the voices, the noise. At night I can hear the silence, I can hear it shout.
At day I see the dancing green trees. At night I see the lonely old lamp post.
I don't want the day alone. I want them both, the day and the night. I want them both to make myself realize, it's okay to be confined sometimes, its okay to be bare. It's okay to be happy sometimes, it's okay to be sad, and it's okay to be you even if you have different versions to it. #latenightthoughts#writing
People pay you the emptiest compliments sometimes like pretty, slay bla bla. In start it might feel good but later life starts to feel all superficial and empty. You don't need that to survive. Instead, you need to be told that you are kind at heart or that you made someone's day or that you can do anything. You need people who believe in you. Ask yourself has anyone ever told you how happy he/she is of having you in his/her life? #latenightthoughts#blogging#collegetomorrow#tired#thinking
I haven't forgotten our memories. I didn't forget about us, I never will. I just want to forget everything that went bad, I want to forget all the fighting and all the arguments. I want to remember the person who you were when I met you, not the person that you turned into. It was never my fault, that you changed, you tried to say it was. But it was you, you were the one who wanted to show off in front of your friends. You, not me.
Don't forget how I stayed with you even after all the shit, don't forget how I still tried my best to make you happy, to make sure you were okay, I tried, I wasn't enough, so I'm going to find somebody who appreciates me more, because I deserve it. After everything I've been through, I deserve to be happy too! #LateNightThoughts