The dangerous thing about subliminal music is how real the lyrics become 2 life thru u
I accepted these lyrics as my King's truth. The fact that he felt he deserved more women cuz he had more money was eattin me up inside. That message was he was buyin women & that would include me ... Every1 around me was pretending that this cheatin behavior was normal. My desire 2 attract a faithful man was lost.
2 accept this reality, I had 2 make it tru across the board. I began seekin out thugs. They dug my shy nature & instantly desired 2 get as close 2 me as possible 4 their own pleasure. Their energy was an identical match 2 these lyrics. In the beginning, they pretended 2 wanna protect me. Then dig deep in my mind. Make me a believer of their dreams & see what else they could get from there.
No matter how cute a face or musclar the body, their absent soul made all their features ugly af early on in my eyes. I realized men just wanted the cookie from me. I'd been sensing this reality all my life. I called myself ugly & began 2 energetically protect myself from being swollowed whole by the sex monsters I was attractin. I felt stuck in Michael Jackson's Thriller video. Accepting the reality that there's no escape, as a grown wombman, makes life very scary 2 live.
Truth is, men were just responding 2 my Venus presence which is strong af. As a mascaline energy Gemini/Libra wombman, I dig enjoying intimacy w/ humans outside of my King. Soul-less dudes have a thing where they inspire spiritual girls 2 feel nasty 4 givin away the cookie. So I cut that shit out quick! Been tucked away focused on my King ever since. But, I do miss the days of bondin w/strangers just 4 shits n giggles
I no longer fear my sexual presence. I will continue 2 teach the Universe & the people in it how 2 respect me in every way.
Repost from @law_of_positivism Today, Wednesday, at 1:30 AM (EDT), the New Moon went exact in the earthy sign of Virgo. At a New Moon the Sun (father) and the Moon (mother) stands together to let us start a new emotional cycle. This is the first New Moon since our powerful New Moon Solar Eclipse in Leo in August and this is truly giving us the opportunity to move forward from the intense energies of fiery Leo and to now focus on the earthy aspects of life. Virgo is ruled by Mercury, which is now moving forward as well, and Virgo is all about healing, Divine Feminine and being at service to others. It is very detail oriented and the shadow side of Virgo is the need for perfection and criticism. So if you have been experiencing this a lot, now is the time to set intentions to let go of perfection and nitpicking and instead embrace our imperfections as perfections. Virgo also concerns our health, daily routines and work space. Are these areas which you want to improve or heal? Then write your intentions today, in present tense, and put all of your energy into the intentions. The times where we have potent energy to manifest our intentions are between 6:06 am EDT until 1:30 AM EDT Friday morning. Use this energy for self-healing and find a balance between thinking and intuition. We also need to to get back to the knowing that we are all one and not thinking in terms of us and them. After the powerful Full Moon in Pisces, with the moon right next to Pisces rules Neptune (the king of the oceans all waters), we have been truly pushed into thinking as US and not I. We can see the physical manifestation of this lunation in the watery disaster around the world and how the waters have been moving around us. Heal yourself and thereby heal the world #newmoon#newmoonvirgo#virgonewmoon#virgo#selfhealing#divinefeminine#lawofpositivism#meditation#dailyaffirmations#astrology#numerology#111#1111#444#222#mindful#mindfulness#positiveenergy#lawofattraction#positiveaffirmations#yoga#meditation#buddha#buddhism#healingenergy#reiki#kundalini#sohum#moonchild#hippiespirits
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