As a kid I always told myself I would never be sad enough to the point I would want to die. That I would tell my parents everything, that I wouldn't lie or do drugs. That I would never harm myself. But look at me now. Wanting to die on the daily, smoaking, cutting and something burning myself and lying about everything. I'm living a nightmare and I just want to wake up.
Today was some what good. Just waiting for something bad to happen
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I’m always sad even in times when I am happy. Is that weird? That I feel everything so deeply that even in happy moments I am sad because I am afraid that I’ll never be happy for the same reason because I have already felt it? That I have ruined precious moments in life by feeling too much that those moments just turns into sad memories that I’ll always look back to whenever I feel the need to remember what it’s like to feel sad every time I feel absolutely nothing at all.
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